Warning-----negative post ahead

I don't think that I am a negative person,I always try to see the positive side of things, but the past couple of weeks have really taken it's toll on my emotional state.Paranoia about work has set in and wanting to do things and unable to do them is really getting to me.Even down to the simplest of things like taking a shower.Have to undress and place a bag over my leg, taping it up, and then hobbling into have a shower.All these things are so taken for granted when you are able to move around freely.I can't stand for long to cook dinner, wash dishes, being in a high set house, it is hard to get up and down the stairs.Yesterday, I nearly fell down them head first, so it has really made me re-think being able to go back to work.
Concerning work, I rang my boss this morning and talked about my concerns, and that I thought it would be easier for all involved that I don't come back for a few more weeks yet.She was great about it and understood, but then proceeded to tell me that she can't see me getting the 15 hours a week next year that I will HAVE TO WORK each week ....so centrelink has told me.So after getting off the phone and thinking too much...I start crying and thinking....well that is real great.Just what I needed to add to my already emotional state.Something about the fact that my hours are all dependent on special needs alocation/funding, and that she can't see me getting much of a regular timetable.
So i am sitting here now tears running down my face, as I feel like all is against me right now.I know it really isn't as bad as all that, but with the way I am feeling....it does to me.I know there are lots of people in the world a lot worse off than me, but it doesn't make me feel any better.All I can say is, that I wish I hadn't gone and played that darn game of tennis.Life would be a lot simpler.

If you managed to read all the way through this drivel, then you have done well.Hopefully next time I post , things will be a lot brighter.

And the winner is

Cass...congratulations Cass.I will get together the RAK of MM goodness and get it off to you next week sometime.Will have to get Alan to post it for me.Enjoy and thanks to all of you leaving comments. I will post a photo tomorrow of the package.

Update on my foot and other stuff

Well it is Day 10 and my foot is aching something terrible today.Haven't been on it much, so don't know why it is acting up.Hopefully when I go to the Orthopeadic surgeon on Wednesday, I can get some answers. I am not going back to work till the following week, so praying that it is less painful by the ned of next week.

Being cooped up in the house, not being able to do much at all is driving me bananas I can tell you.I have always prided myself on being quite independant,so this having to rely on people is not a very nice feeling.I know they are all helping me out, and I do truly appreciate it ....just don't like having to do it is all.

Mum took me grocery shopping on Thursday and to an appointment at Centrelink...gggrrrr....and after a couple of hours getting around on crutches....I was totally stuffed.Certainly been good exercise.My arms are feeling much stronger.So for those who wanted to see my cast and on crutches...here you are.

PS ...Sorry bout the little tape scraps on the floor.Sorta looks like rose petals doesn't it!!!!LOL

Being able to stay at home has certainly given me some time to scrap, which has been really therapeautic for me.Here are some of the things I have been doing, firstly some cards.The first cards are for the SCRAP-PILE Chrissy card swap.I made 5 of each colour.The Christmas trees, I cut out from the Love Elsie Xmas range embossed Cardstock from last year. The round one is another card from Jewls card challenge in Scrap-pile.I really loved doing these and so easy.
Then this one I did last night from a sketch that was on Carole Janson's blog.

And here is the two pages I did for Maree's Circle journal.Will get it sent off this week.

And here is a LO i did with the new MM "Poolhouse"paperie range that I bought from the US a couple of weeks ago.I love these new ranges of paper.

Who would like an RAK of some of these yummy products.Leave a comment and you will go into the draw.I will pick a winner the next time I post which could be another week.Good luck and hope you are all doing OK.

My first broken bone

Well, last Thursday night while playing tennis with a few friends from work, I jumped up to hit a ball back and landed down hard twisting my right foot to the outside.I heard a crack, and fell like sack of potatoes...LOL...and tears springing to my eyes.Feeling like a dill, but worried that I had broken it.The girls wrapped it for me and Trish drove me home in my car.Alan got ice packs etc and then re-wrapped it.I didn't have a good nights sleep.

Anyhow next morning, rang in sick and thought I better make an appointment at the DR's , just in case, as there was a huge lump on the side of my foot.Went to DR, and she sent me for X-rays, and then came back and was told yes I have broken the bone that leads down to my little toe. You can see it here in my X-ray

So, it has been a painful couple of days, with trying to keep it up.I have crutches which are going to be interesting at work next week, going up and down stairs.Might have to see if I can arrange things differently.It has been really aching today, so am at odds as to whether I should take the next week off work or not.Hopefully the DR's will give me an answer tomorrow morning.Foot is still quite swollen today.I have taken a photo as the girls in SP wanted to see.

It is the right one.

One thing though, it is given me some time to scrap, which has been very therapeautic.Here is a card I did for Jewls challenge in Scrap-Pile.

And a couple of LO's that I finished yesterday and this morning.I love the new BG ranges, Ambrosia and Granola especially.

Thanks for dropping by and leaving a comment, as I love to read them and love that you visit.Hope you all have had a very happy, scrappy weekend.Here's to a better week ahead.

My Baby turns 7

This time 7 years ago, I was mum to my second son Steven.It was a couple of hard months as I found out he had reflux, but then he settled down once we had worked out how to help him.He also became afflicted with ECZEMA from the age of 4 months.I remember putting him down to sleep one day, and about half an hour later I heard him screaming.I went in and he was covered in blood.I was a wreck, raced to pick him up and found that he had scratched himself all over.He still has it today, but we are always treating it.

Anyhow , enough of all that.Steven had a wonderful day today, except for a little crying session this morning, when he didn't want to go to school.I mean I can understand that he wanted to stay home and play with his toys, but I had to work.So meanie that I was , he had to go to school.

He woke up at 6am this morning, but I pretended that I was a sleep and he layed down next to me and snuggled for awhile.I had decorated the house with Streamers everywhere.He got from his Dad and I , Optimus Prime and Megatron Transformer as well as a lego building set and a shirt and shorts with transformers on it.Can you tell he likes TRANSFORMERS....LOL.

Anyhow, his cupcakes went over well at school, and when I finished work at 2pm, he came home with me, and started building his lego.He also loves Lego.He could be a builder or engineer when he gets older.He has a lot of patience when it comes to putting together those lego sets.He doesn't know it yet, but Nana and Aunty Justine have bought him the LEGO FIRE STATION...His eyes will bulge when he sees that.

Anyways, here are some photos of his day.Sorry , they aren't the best.

Kisses and Hugs for Mum, even though I have just gotten out of bed and look terrible..LOL

A very happy 7 year old at the end of the day, playing with his Transformer.HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS BOY.....Love you as deep as the Ocean. xxoo Mum.

Hi Ho , Hi Ho it's back to work I go

It is that time again, and boy did the holidays go fast.Did anyone else think the same thing, or was it just me? First week was our time away at the beach, but last week was spent at home and it was wonderful.Did a lot of scrapping and cardmaking...Jewls, I think you would be proud of me...LOL. Here are a few to look at : These were for my challenge for World Card Making Day at Scrap-Pile On Saturday.We had a stamp image swap the week before and then had to make 3 cards , using the stamps and using dimension.

These are some I made on Friday and Saturday.

Then I made this card for Jewls "Blind card" challenge....

I also have my first Challenge happening in the Scrap-Pile Forum.I am" Week 1" each month, and my challenge is to create a LO using as many products from the one manufacturer.This months is PRIMA MARKETING.A favourite company of mine and they are making some delicious products lately.Here is my example for this challenge. I used photos from good friend and recently retired DT member Leah.I couldn't upload a picture until she had received it.

Last Friday, I had a dreaded DENTIST appointment, as I needed to get some work done.Lo and behold, I ended up having a molar pulled out, and no it didn't hurt at the time( he is a very gentle man), but blimey it has hurt ever since...until today.I actually don't need panadol anymore , and I had my first cup of coffee this afternoon.You don't realize how much you miss these simple things until you can't have them.....like a piece of chocolate.mmmmmm....C.H.O.C.O.L.A.T.E

Anyhow , hope you all had a lovely scrappy weekend, creating cards and LO's.Take care of you and yours...till next time.

Scrapping away my Holidays

Just wanted to share a few LO's that I have done in the past few days.It is so nice to have the time to sit and think, and take sometime to scrap instead of rushing it.I have really been cherishing the last few days.The boys and I have been sleeping in and snuggling together every morning....so nice and I reckon they like it too, cause they keep coming back, like a bad smell...LOL.

The first one is a DT LO,

This is my second DT LO, trying my hand at Monochromatic.It was scary,as I had never tried one before.I really like how it has turned out though.Might have to do another soon.

Then this one is using a piece of CS that I made into a piece of patterned paper using paint, and bubble wrap.While we were away last week at the beach, I got the perfect photo of my little man.He is growing up before my eyes.

While I was away, I was awarded an I LOVE YOUR BLOG AWARD, by 3 gorgeous ladies Julie Schmitt, Ros Madley, and the lovely Chloe Schmitt.

I am apparently supposed to pass this award onto 7 of my favourite blogs, but I don't think I have that many that haven't received an award already, but here goes

1. Is my Mum, who has always been there for me and supports and encourages me in everything I do.She has been a wonderful Mum, and is now a much loved Grandma too.Love you heaps Mum.Not to mention, that if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be scrapping.xxoo

2.Is good friend Melanie Baldry Whom I got to know when she became DT at Scrap-pile last year.We met in June this year, and have been firm friends ever since.She is passionate about scrapping and cardmaking and I can't wait till November, when she comes up here to visit--hugs Mel.xxxooo

3.This woman is amazing in many ways, Maree Redmond, is one of the most talented,strong, loving,funniest women I have ever had the pleasure of meeting.I cannot wait to spend time with you again.We had a blast in June.Thank you for your love and support over the past 18 months.It has been unwaivering.God I am getting mushy.Hugs xo

4. Is the lovely Cass King whom I have had the pleasure to get to know due to Justine purchasing Scrap-pile from her last year.She has been so kind to both of us and nothing was ever a problem.She is the loveliest lady and I would love to meet you one day.xxoo

5. What a terrific, talented lady is Shann, who was in SP 's DT last year.We became friendly but lost touch when she left last October.In june this year, at the Brisbane Scrapbook Convention, we touched base again.She has been huge inspiration to me with scrapbooking.Would love to meet up again in the near future Shann. xxoo

6. My friend Tammy James has also been a massive inspiration to me over the past 12-18 months.Working alongside her when she was DT in SP was fantastic...always passionate about what she did, is an amazingly talented scrapper and designer, and now friend.I wish you only the best life can bring you Tammy. I think I have drawn more inspiration from you than even I realised Tammy.xxoo

7. IS my fellow friend and night owl Jaki, I love dropping in and reading her blog.We became friends online through the forum at Scrap-pile, and you are just the easiest person to talk with .It was wonderful to have the chance to meet you in June this year, and I look forward to next year, when hopefully we will have more time to get to know each other face to face.I am really happy to have your friendship.

8.Leah Mayes,a truly gorgeous girl...like a sister to me.Love your blog Sweetie.We have similar tastes and laugh at the same things.We had such fun when Justine and I came down to Brissy in June.I don't think I have laughed so much Leah.You are such a special lady, kind and caring Mum,you inspire me not only with your paper crafting, but also your zest for life.You grab it in both hands and make the most out of every minute.I love that.Can't wait to see you again soon.Hugs....Mel

And lastly, is my best buddy Jewls, I have to give it back to you, cause I love you and your blog.You are so creative and I love all that you put your hand to.I have learnt so much from you the past few months since you became our resident DT cardmaker.You make me laugh so much,and I soo look forward to the day we can meet in person and just sit and yak and laugh in each others company.That will be the bestest day.Hugs Fruity

The rules for the award are;

(1) The winner can put the logo on their blog.

(2) Link the person you received your award from.

(3) Nominate at least 7 other blogs.

(4) Put links of those on yours.

(5) Leave a message on the blogs of the girls or boys you’ve nominated.

It was lovely to come home and find your award to me girls, and such lovely comments on your blogs.It made my day.Hugs to the three of you talented ladies.Proud to call you friends.